What is the bleep-bleep point???

I am so blasted frustrated with living this pathetic pointless life. I throw all of my time into work which is decidedly pointless, and then when I have a day off I remember how much I hate being alive. When I am not at work I am pissed off that I am committed to work through the end of the school year. Fine. Whatever. I will continue to be a sucky teacher until June. Then bring on the hepatic encephalopathy.